Today I came across the mood that wanted me to remember Robin Williams and I can do this over and over and over.
I was watching so many videos and clips of my all time favorite comedian/actor and I felt pretty sad. And the funny thing is in the same moment I felt wonderful by feeling sad about him, it´s wired but I miss him on tv.
Here are two states, two conditions which were triggered by motivation (at least for me).
In the last time I watch and read a lot of blogs/videos that contains and deals with emotional stuff, topics, storys and music.
I really can´t explain it in a rationally way but maybe you can comprehend this in some way.
I just want to write something from experience about balance because I really like that topic.
In the last years people are using more and more this term ‘work-life-balance’. As far as I can tell during my last five job interviews everyone of them told me about work and life balance. But is it something new? Something special, something wicked? Apparantely companys getting more and more afraid of employees getting trapped by bore-/burnout so that they announce this term based to a “good company”. On the other hand they realized a huge difference between an employee and an contented and motivated employee.
Beside sufficient private time as a motivation and engerie source it is equally important to have a balanced workload and sort of an challenging job.
I´m not talking about the value of minutes in fact even for this stuff there are wired combination out there.
How am I gonna use my 24 hours each day everybody has is what I do ask myself? In this case I was sitting at home and was watching movies, youtube, playing games and just wasted time. 7 days without doing anything productiv which would me bring any further to do better in several parts of my live as music, languages etc. Just a waste of time.
I know I know… from time to time a blog is nothing but challenging. On the one hand I really want to keep this thing alive and I am happy to write but than there are so many days when writing just sucks and I thing to myself that writing in a piss off mood is just senseless.
Sure you can say that writing in a bad mood is even more beneficial because it is genuine but I rather like to write in a special, good atmosphere where I can produce something great you enjoy to read.
?…Or am I just in this hole everybody was talking of…?
It´s a little bit more than four weeks now that I´m back in Germany and I´m getting more and more recovered from these first hard days back here. I was so torn in feelings and didn´t have a line to follow but now I´m good again.
I´m a relatively goal oriented person so I thought that I need some kind of things in 2016 I want to accomplish.
Due to my great experience in 2013 when I did my first half marathon I now decided to set this as my first big achievement again.
It´s really not that easy as I expected it would be…
Putting feelings, emotions, expierences and great times in a warm blanket and build them together to something senseful…
Just to complete my journey and this blog I wanne give at least some things I expierienced in Sydney.
For this stop over I planed 4 days but for me it was way too much. So Sydney is unquestionably beautifull but in my situation just to much.
I had 11 months behind me and a very hard goodbye to survive so I was kind of depressed and I didn´t felt to meet new people. I just wanted to be home finally.
But Sydney has so much to offer (maybe you can see, even when it runs all good and I´m in a big city, I have my problems:)) Weiterlesen