Alrighty, so after a long period of time I now decided that I´ll continue blogging.
Somebody said “once you start taking notes you´ll learn” and by writing my thoughts down in here I can liberate myself a bit and maybe learn from what I´ve written.
I guess I have to change the design a bit to show I´m really willing to continue even fresher and better than before(Let´s ignore the word better, cause there is no good and bad in blogging^^)
Just a side note, I´m sitting in an office, doing a lame job and actually I´m learning for a Microsoft certification, altered my daily routines pretty much but I´m still looking for things which really fullfill me but more of that in the next post.
But how do you know what you want and even more interessting how do you know when you got it? Is it a certain feeling you want to catch up with?
More than half a year had passed since I was crying with Luisa at the airport in Aukland flying back to Germany.
More than half a year had passed since I said goodbye to a year full of everything.
More than half a year had passed since I am back in my “real life”
…but there is hardly a single day not thinking about it..
Many sunsets had passed
Alrighty, so even after a good research about this walk but not finding information about camping, toilets, company along the way, interesting points, way posts etc here is an article about this way because I think the way has got some kind of potential to be a very good one but most hikers are maybe scared due to the lack of information.
At first I was one of them.
welcome scotish weather
I just want to quickly post this cause I like the idea and I´m feared to forget it.
Right, it´s about fear.
This of course is a never ending topic but I just want to connect fear to a certain thing and this is commitment to anything.
– So let´s say you like to play piano and you are actually pretty good. You would love to play on a big stage cause you even got some talent but it´s alright for you(that´s what you tell yourself at least) just to play here and there not regulary and after some time the idea is gone.
In the last days and weeks being super unproductive at work I got a hang to motivational and personal trainer/speaker like the great Tony Robbins, Les Brown and Tai Lopez and it really makes fun to watch these guys cause they influence me in a positive way(at least while watching).
People who know me do also know that I have a sense of this motivational stuff espacially in combination with some music and out there is so much stuff out there but that´s where I think it´s not all gold. The variety is wide spread that I got a little over it. There are postings like how 7 steps to be more yourself or 3 steps every succsessful guy does every day or 4 reasons why you are not happy in your relationship and 50 things to challange yourself and they are almost always pretty good.
Actually I try to find a good dosis of this stuff reading and implemanting.
Alrighty, so to get the skills I need for my job here at Premium-Aerotec maintaining the storage environment I needed some kind of a workshop in certain techniques. In this case I was allowed to attend the NetApp ST200C ONTAP Basic Workshop in Nuernberg @ qSk1lls.
so much man
So normaly that kind of posting is not my style cause I don´t like posting stuff that implicates “Denis is having fun” or “Look at me I´m special so I went to Mallorca” but it´s my blog so fuck that, I do what I want ;)
Now we are talking
10 Emotionen, die Kinder von heute nicht mehr kennen!
Today I came across the mood that wanted me to remember Robin Williams and I can do this over and over and over.
I was watching so many videos and clips of my all time favorite comedian/actor and I felt pretty sad. And the funny thing is in the same moment I felt wonderful by feeling sad about him, it´s wired but I miss him on tv.http://awesomejelly.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/08/robin-williams.jpg
Here are two states, two conditions which were triggered by motivation (at least for me).
In the last time I watch and read a lot of blogs/videos that contains and deals with emotional stuff, topics, storys and music.
I really can´t explain it in a rationally way but maybe you can comprehend this in some way.